6973) The trope where a man finds out his woman partner has a penis isn’t just wrong, it’s dangerous. Because as a clueless, perhaps stupid 16 year old who looked like a girl I thought if he wasn’t into that, we could just have a good laugh at it, and I took the risk. Two years, one black eye, and one aching body later, I know better. It isn’t just some joke that is maybe a little weird and uncomfortable. For many men, it ends in violence. Please be safe.
6972) I don’t want to be a trans woman. I don’t want to have to keep relying only on myself to validate my womanhood while everyone around me harasses me and sometimes assaults me for it. I want to have the kind of body that SOMEONE in the world might find attractive in a non-freaky way, long enough to maybe love me. I’ll never even be able to crush on someone without being hit with the realization that my body is always going to be an obstacle. I don’t want to suffer anymore. I might kill myself soon.
6971) i’m so tired of having to work as an escort to keep a roof over my head but none of my attempts to get a straight job worked out and i’ve been rejected and some times flat-out told i didn’t have the body for it when i tried breaking into porn. i’m not even attracted to men and having to fuck them feels increasingly disgusting lately, but there’s just nothing else out there for a mannish-looking brown trans woman.
6970) all the hormones and surgeries i’ve had aren’t good enough. i still look like a man with surgical deformities. i will never look female and that isn’t okay with me.
6969) I’m not out of the closet yet, and the phrase that passes through my mind the most these days are “one day”. When I look at my ftm friend who came out to his friends, and everyone calls him the way he wants to, I think, “One day that will be me”. When I see a dress I like, I think, “One day I’m going to wear that”. When I wake up in the morning and I look in the mirror and see my male body and I think, “One day, I will wake up and look in the mirror and won’t have to think one day”.
6968) I went from wearing the baggiest clothes I could find to cover up my male body to being on HRT for a while and wearing tighter clothes to show off that my body is finally more accurate to how my mind wants it to be :)
6967) Ever since I came out as trans, my “friends” have been making very rude comments about my gender and my diagnosed bipolar, like that they’re not surprised because usually women are the ones that are “moody bitches”. It’s amazing how they’re being so fucked up on so many levels. I haven’t talked to them since, and I have no interest in rekindling our friendship after that.
6966) I’ve always been emotionally/physically attracted to men exclusively, but right now, I have a crush on a trans girl friend of mine. I just think she’s really adorable an amazing and I can relate to her so well. I just don’t want to tell her because she knows I’m exclusively straight and have never questioned that and I don’t want her to be suspicious I like her as a man, because I don’t.
6965) I wish I could live full time! My parents treat me like crap when i’m even mildly presenting as a women… I just don’t know what to do…
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