7252) For the longest time I looked forward to being “full time”. Then it happened and guess what? It sucks. Being a woman is hard, being a trans woman is even harder. I’m weak. It’s too much for me and I just want to give up on life.
7251) When I was trying to pretend that I was a cis male, I always thought my voice sounded way too femme. Now that I’ve come to terms with my trans status and started my transition, I can’t help but feel my voice sounds way too masculine.
7250) Whenever I hear someone laughing in public, I’m scared to look up because im worried they’re laughing at me.
7249) I sometimes get jealous of cis women who have very feminine bodies. Regardless of what they’re wearing, they will always be seen as women by whoever looks at them. But whenever I wear anything boyish, I’m read as a man. Not cool.
7248) I really wish, above everything else, that my bits were smaller. I think I could be okay with a flat chest and occasionally male pronouns don’t even bother me, but I absolutely cannot stand that I was “blessed” with my size. I hate it.
7247) I don’t know why people assume that because I only just now came out as an adult, I didn’t know for longer, that I supposedly “just figured it out”. I’ve known for years, but I didn’t have the courage to come out until now. If you look at how transphobic this world is, does it really surprise you? Because it shouldn’t.
7246) I mentally kick myself for every feminine stereotype I uphold while also kicking myself for every way I am not feminine going by stereotypes. If I’m perceived as feminine, I’m upholding the typical image of what a woman is “supposed to be”. If I’m perceived as masculine, I’m thought of as being a failure of a woman. There’s really no way to win this.
7245) I get why people may have “trans pride” but honestly I want nothing more than my trans status to be irrelevant. But I fear that even as a post op passing woman who lives just like most women do, it will be impossible for it to be completely irrelevant.
7244) When I came out as Trans to my girlfriend she was very questionable about everything. Today she dumped me because she can’t be with a girl. She’s straight. I’m heartbroken. I hope I can find a girl sooner or later. My one fear is transitioning and never finding love or success.
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