1138) I felt reverse gender dysphoria for the first and hopefully last time today. I identify as female, but I saw my gay friend and his boyfriend kissing on facebook, and I felt dysphoria towards my female identity because I thought it would be cute to be in a relationship with a guy as a guy. Then I scrolled down, and saw a photo of one of my friends in a bikini, and I had dysphoria towards my male body. I know I want to be a girl, not a boy, but I resented my female identity. WTF is wrong with me?

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  1. thetophat said: I wish I had a female body but was a really boyish/tomboy-like lesbian. I understand what you mean
  2. j-elizabethrites reblogged this from mtfconfessions and added:
    I have had the FTM version of this day. No fun.
  3. katherine-tsoni reblogged this from mtfconfessions and added:
    Ugh… I’ve had this too. I was a gay man for 3 years but it didn’t really feel special. I don’t know why I still feel the...
  4. valentinelovecraft said: I tried being a gay man and was a failure at it. For what little that’s worth. I’m still attracted to bisexual men, but I found sex with gay men very unsatisfying.
  5. anivad42 said: if it helps, I think a lot of cis girls feel the same way. >_>
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