1298) Well, this’ll be awkward: When I masturbate (which I don’t do a lot of anyways), I almost always see myself as a woman next time I look in the mirror. It always sucks and brings a lot of discomfort. I don’t know why, but it’s much easier to look past my masculine frame and see the girl I wish I could be. And every time, I know that I have to walk away from that and go back to being “male.” I just want this to end.