1466) I’m not out to my parents yet and I honestly don’t know what I’m feeling half the time. Some days my dysphoria is so strong that I have no control over my emotions or anything in my life. Other days I feel perfectly happy as a male and I’ll go to the gym and workout. It’s only when I start noticing my arms getting bigger that I start to feel low again thinking I’ll never pass as a woman. I really need some help and I don’t know who to ask or where to go.