MTF Confessions.

This is MTF Confessions; the area where you can tell the world what's really going on in that Male to Female (MTF) head of yours.

It doesn't matter how far along you are in transitioning; anyone is welcome.

TRIGGER WARNING. Most of these posts are safe but read carefully, yes?

Submissions can be happy thoughts, sad thoughts, anything-thoughts.

Posts tagged "mtf"

963) My sister found my women’s deodorant and said that boys shouldn’t use it. Heh, like I’m going to apologize for wanting to smell delicious.

962) I’m sooooo scared to come out, even though I’m sure almost all of my family will accept me. /: I want to come out and get started toward transition because it seems like it’d be great to do it at this agee.. (14) UGH WHY IS THIS SO HARD

961) I refuse to let my transition affect my dream of winning Ninja Warrior.

960) It’s scary, living on whatever money I can scrape together to get by. Hormones are so expensive, but I’d rather go without food or even a home before giving them up. I’m scared of not being able to afford them, and changing back to what I was before. I wouldn’t be able to handle the horror. If it ever came to that, I’d be prepared to die rather than watching my body and mind change back to that.

959) Despite the fact I whimsically wish I’d done this at 17, the fact I waited meant that I was financially secure with an amazing support network when I started; even if it was 10 years too late. I was bald, had a beard and weighed 200kg. Now I have actual hair, a baby-smooth face and I’m down to 108kg in less than a year. It’s never too late and you’ve never got too much against you.

958) Sometimes I wonder if I’m not transgender. Its a scary thought, because it’s wondering if all the emotion, time, and energy I’ve put into the matter is for nothing. Then I realize that I can’t remember the last time I stood while I went to the bathroom. Its been two years at least. That helps me a little, but then I think, “maybe I will want to stand or something, making me not transgender in the future, still making my efforts all for nothing.” I then think to myself, “Naaaah. Not gonna happen.

957) My girlfriend broke up with me because she is lesbian before I came out to her. Now that I’m out, I’m afraid people will think that I’m just saying I’m a transgirl because I want to get back with her.

956) I shaved my legs for the first time last night and as customary these days with an unshaven area, I cut myself. I screamed a bit at first but then I started laughing. Even with the little cut, my legs feel so nice and I’ve never felt more comfortable in my own body as I am right now.

955) I hate everything about Admiral Ackbar.

954) There was a concert in Los Angeles I was going to go to this weekend as a boy and come back as a woman who was going to reveal herself to her family. And then my bank account told me to chill the fuck out. So now I’m depressed that I can’t see my idols, come out to my family in a fancy way, or get out of this shitty town for even a few days.