2764) I finally found a guy who likes me for me. But I can’t bring myself to let him see me unless I’m wearing my wig and have on makeup even though he won’t care at all. I don’t feel pretty otherwise.
2763) Because I’m visibly trans, I’ve realized that I’m going to exist on the margins of whatever community I’m part of. What sucks is connecting the dots between that and my difficulty connecting with even my groups of friends…
2759) My face actually isn’t all that masculine, and I’m not overly tall for a woman, still being at a passable height (5’10”), so I guess I lucked out in some ways, but I look super masculine in other ways, and that hurts. Like with my giant Adam’s apple, my size 12 feet, my massive hands…
2758) People online who I have not disclosed to (in other words, to them, I’m female rather than male-to-female) described me as looking like a “butch lesbian” the other day, and I have really mixed feelings. On one hand, they thought I looked female, but on the other hand, I’d much rather look feminine (just a personal preference, I have nothing against butches.)
2757) My wife has been very supportive of my transition… so long as I don’t tell her family or mine about it. She can deal with my identity, just doesn’t want any of the hardship. I’m terrified that I’m starting to resent her for it.
2756) I’m a lesbian who is talking with a psychiatrist about HRT in a couple weeks. I can’t wait to finally start my change into a female body. I’m so tired of having what I do between my legs. I’m terrified of what the girls will think though.
2755) Just got my new passport through! That means Her Majesty’s Government recognises me as a woman. That means if I meet the Queen she’ll have to call me Miss. It’s pretty cool.
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