1024) I feel terrible that I’m satisfied with still keeping my penis. God knows I hate it and want it off, but getting SRS and having a vagina just seems like a time to me. I can’t menstruate or have children with it and it would cost a lot of money. I’d love to have one someday, but I think of getting it in the same regard as a boob job. Well at least my penis is incredibly small! :)
1023) Part of me really doesn’t want to get bottom surgery. But the other feels like I’ll never have a partner, and that I’ll never find anyone to love and be with me, if I don’t. And I’m scared of being labeled a “chick with a dick.”
968) Even though I’m afraid of losing all feeling and putting my parents in debt, there’s another secret reason to why I don’t want to get SRS. While I think a penis would be easier to stimulate and is more fun than a vagina, I believe if someone who refers me as a girl even with my penis, or even likes it, then I probably have found the one. The perfect, sweetest guy or girl.
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